Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Because The Stars Says So...


Sometimes [and when i remember] i'll check my monthly horoscope on Astrology Zone. Ya know, just to see what the stars have in store for me. Well not 'me' per se since it's obvious that there are thousands of Pisceans around the world reading her site.

But just knowing that there might be some relevance to my own life, makes me want to read further.

Believe it or not, months leading up to my ectopic pregnancy in January of this year, she kept mentioning about a pregnancy. Of course, i didn't think much of it because deep down i thought i was immune to such things. Meaning, i never thought i'd ever be expecting.

So when i was sitting awkwardly in the emergency room, i wondered why i didn't act upon my gut feelings way sooner when i thought something was going on inside my body. Feeling nauseated and continuously bleeding should have been a good warning.

Anyway, it was a painful chapter i only hope i'll never experience ever again.

And whether it's a huge coincidence, i dunno, but she's stopped mentioning about pregnancies and has moved on to talking about work lately - which i have to admit, has been going rather well lately. Not forgetting all the traveling i'm supposed to be apparently doing.

I'll stop now because i don't want to jinx it.

So anyway, after skimming through November 2010, i zoned in on the following;

At the time just prior to the full moon, November 21, you may travel a short distance.


Uhhh... we'll be driving to Cologne again this weekend to look at that apartment we like.

Are you attached? You've been through many relationship difficulties since late 2007, but that phase is now over. If you are still together, it seems your relationship is very solid... In all ways, life is about to brighten in a very exciting way. Dear Pisces, this is your time!


WoooOh.

I don't know about you but if that's not accurate, i don't know what is. I thank our long conversation over the weekend. It proved to me that whatever fucked up phase we were in, we were able to recognise it and try and work through it. But what is really nice, is having the reassurance that i won't need to be looking for a one-bedroom apartment next year.

The planets have been in a very disruptive, even angry, mood during most of 2010, especially during the middle months from June through October.


No shit Sherlock! Now i know who to really blame.
Stupid planet.


November will finally break that tense pattern, instantly lifting your spirits. Any doubts or fears will be replaced with a feeling of optimism (as remarkable as that may sound) and your positive feelings about the future will grow in months ahead.


Feeling optimistic already, thanks! Hence the reason why i'm not stressing so much that we haven't yet found an apartment. We will find a place to live, it's just a matter of when and where.

[Where i get all this optimism is beyond me, seriously.]

As for my relationship with J, well, it couldn't have gotten worse. Except maybe if we had broken up and i flew back to my parents place which is on the other side of the world.

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