So i was thinking the other day how strange it must be for those readers who have been following my life to suddenly read about this complete turn around. Believe me, i'm still in shock and amazed. And for those who have only just begun reading, i'm sure they must think i'm some love-crazed-fool.
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.
.
Maybe.
Trust me when i say, i was never like this. If anything i was the one to banish all lovey dovey shit into the darkest corners. But then again, Never Say Never cause it's always bound to happen.
And although i may write as if it's all fine and dandy and the perfect Fairytale, believe me when i say it's much more complicated than it seems! Far more complex than anyone could imagine or desire. I find myself more cautious now with every decision made and constantly reminding myself to keep my head screwed on.
But you know what, in some weird, fucked up way... i'm willing to see past all the major obstacles and for once see the positive... even if it takes *coughs* years.
Yes i said years! WoooOOoooh... [THIS] must be serious.
But what happens between NOW and THEN is a mystery but we're willing to make it work. We WANT it to work and therefore if we BELIEVE that it can... it will. It just needs a shit load of dedication and patience. Time is both our enemy and friend.
So as we embark on this long-distance journey, it brings on a whole new meaning to Communication, Trust and Understanding. This is our time to sort ourselves out and prepare ourselves mentally, physically and emotionally for what is to come.
Have i gone crazy? Maybe. Am i happy? Yes.
.
.
.
Maybe.
Trust me when i say, i was never like this. If anything i was the one to banish all lovey dovey shit into the darkest corners. But then again, Never Say Never cause it's always bound to happen.
And although i may write as if it's all fine and dandy and the perfect Fairytale, believe me when i say it's much more complicated than it seems! Far more complex than anyone could imagine or desire. I find myself more cautious now with every decision made and constantly reminding myself to keep my head screwed on.
But you know what, in some weird, fucked up way... i'm willing to see past all the major obstacles and for once see the positive... even if it takes *coughs* years.
Yes i said years! WoooOOoooh... [THIS] must be serious.
But what happens between NOW and THEN is a mystery but we're willing to make it work. We WANT it to work and therefore if we BELIEVE that it can... it will. It just needs a shit load of dedication and patience. Time is both our enemy and friend.
So as we embark on this long-distance journey, it brings on a whole new meaning to Communication, Trust and Understanding. This is our time to sort ourselves out and prepare ourselves mentally, physically and emotionally for what is to come.
Have i gone crazy? Maybe. Am i happy? Yes.
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