Thursday, October 04, 2007

13 years later

It's our last night together and as much as i try and shove the sad thoughts to the back of my head, they seem to creep up on me at various times during the day.

We had good intentions of waking up early to have breakfast before i headed off to work but we overslept... again. Our night was shared with DVDs, 3 bottles of wine, deep conversations and left over tuna + pesto with pasta. Perhaps the emotions are building up and once again it wasn't long until the tears appeared.

In fact it doesn't really matter what we do since just being with him gives me a sense of comfort. It's surreal and i will cherish what little time together we have for as long as i can remember.

There are no promises and neither am i hoping for anything. Time is unforgiving but i'm just grateful that he had enough guts to ask the girl who was about to cross the road whether she was the girl he once knew and shared a past with 13 years ago.

[Our last night...]

3 comments:

tracy said...

it's sad that 2 person so in love with each other cant be together..

i'm sure your paths will cross again in future...

Ms. Redd said...

better than it not happening at all...but hey...u've got great memories...

maybe time will be in your favour in the near future... its such a sweet story babe. like a movie in fact...

winkris said...

tracy: THANKS! But yea, it is sad but at the same time, it's not. It's strange but yea, it gives me all the reason to believe in so many things and i can only WISH that we'll see one another soon.

I guess i should start REALLY saving my pennies.

Ms.redd: INDEED! The past 7 days has been nothing but amazing *floats on cloud 9 for just a little longer* And yes, it is VERY much like a movie... it's soooo cheesy... i LOVE IT! =)