I'm proud to say that i've survived not having a cigarette for 10 days. But i have one piece of nicotine laced gum left and i'm trying to see how long i can go without it. I'm trying to rearrange my lifestyle which i'm hoping will allow me to improve and eventually save money. [Not sure how that's working but if there's a will, there's a way].
Uh oh
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.
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I can feel myself eye-ing my emergency sticks BUT don't worry, i also find myself turning elsewhere.
Bonus is, i find myself carrying less items nowadays, only problem is i constantly feel as if i've left something behind. And spend ages worrying that i've misplaced something. Yes i know that's why there's handbags but sometimes, carrying a bag is such a pain in the arse.
As for the cravings, well they're still there and i've noticed a slight dip in my concentration. But then again with the additional factors playing a vital role, no wonder i'm distracted. I'm not quite agitated but i do find myself in need to be doing something to keep me occupied. There are no serious mood swings. [Yay for those around me]. However, i have noticed a slight dull headache but i think dehydration could be the culprit and a missed dosage.
So yea... so far so good. *thinks happy thoughts*
My only worry is the upcoming R5 over the weekend. It's almost second nature to my existence to suck down a beer and have a lit cigarette held between my index and middle finger.
I. MUST. CONQUER. THIS. ADDICTION + I MUST NOT THINK TOO MUCH!
NOTE TO ONESELF: MUST remember to pack a shit load of gum and chupa chups.
Uh oh
.
.
.
I can feel myself eye-ing my emergency sticks BUT don't worry, i also find myself turning elsewhere.
Bonus is, i find myself carrying less items nowadays, only problem is i constantly feel as if i've left something behind. And spend ages worrying that i've misplaced something. Yes i know that's why there's handbags but sometimes, carrying a bag is such a pain in the arse.
As for the cravings, well they're still there and i've noticed a slight dip in my concentration. But then again with the additional factors playing a vital role, no wonder i'm distracted. I'm not quite agitated but i do find myself in need to be doing something to keep me occupied. There are no serious mood swings. [Yay for those around me]. However, i have noticed a slight dull headache but i think dehydration could be the culprit and a missed dosage.
So yea... so far so good. *thinks happy thoughts*
My only worry is the upcoming R5 over the weekend. It's almost second nature to my existence to suck down a beer and have a lit cigarette held between my index and middle finger.
I. MUST. CONQUER. THIS. ADDICTION + I MUST NOT THINK TOO MUCH!
NOTE TO ONESELF: MUST remember to pack a shit load of gum and chupa chups.
1 comment:
You can doooo eeeeeeet!!!!!!!!!! <3
If I can eat really yucky bread with all kinds of wheat pieces in it I know you can conquer the no smoking! You're already doing it :D
ok back to my bread =( lol
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