The past weekend has to be one of those spur of the moments kinda deals.
I woke up on Saturday still in a domesticating come house wife mode and attempted to tidy up what mess i managed to make the night before. And half way through i get a call from MissSeniorPisces. She calls to see what i'm up to and whether she can pop over to use my pool.
So whilst she soaked in some heat, i continued to rearrange my crap from one corner of my place and shift it to a not so visible area. We continued to talk about our failed past relationships and how we must try and improve ourselves. And even though i just met her, we get along like a house on fire. And strangely, in some psychic pisces way, it's like looking at my emotional mirror.
But as the day moves on, my mission for the daywas to buy beads for my bean bag and a DVD player. The previous one i had [for about a day] was totally ghetto and kept switching off whenever it was on... i tell ya, she had a mind of its own. So off we went to One Utama and made our way into Giant [much like an Asian version of a Kmart or Target and at low prices].
Two plus hours later and a full shopping trolley full of groceries, towels [specifically for the pool, the pool that i've been to twice in the past 3 months], a Wedgie [but spelt Weige] DVD player and bag bean beads, i was knackered as all fuck. I had a shopping list of 5 items but as usual, came out with a shit load more.
But i wondered who would be at Zouk since Cosmic Gate was playing and to add to the whole 'spur of the moments'. Made a few calls and messages to my mates. And then Stoopidfish and Wingboy picked me up within the hour.
And as usual we made our way to Terrace [it had been ages since i was at Terrace drinkin' with the boys]. And now they have these mini barrels that contains about 2 jugs and a bit, and customers can practise their beer pouring skills with the inbuilt tap.
3 barrels later, we made it inside, i was nicely intoxicated. Then i moved on to whiskey + water and by the end of the night, i was quite wasted but in complete control.
chrissieee + turbokit + mc jovieee.
~ Courtesy of Wendy
One of Three Bass Agents + Pimpstress
~ Courtesy of Sandycute
Sandycute + Chrissie
~ Courtesy of Sandycute
Squeezy pic
~ Courtesy of Sandycute
More beeeeeeer
~ Courtesy of Sandycute
I can't remember at what point i left but bumped into one of my "friends" and his mate and next thing i know, i'm texting Supastar to say that i'm getting a lift with someone else.
I get home and well... things lead to another... old habits are hard to break.
It's like a dirty secret and in the presence of the public, nobody would know the truth. Why should they? It's my life and our secret. I choose to keep some things private. But then again, these kind of deals are usually hush, hush and rarely spoken about. And as much as i find it quite wrong, there's something damn right sexy that it makes it so much more exciting.
Personally i feel it's a a mutual thing although once upon a time, silly Pisces stupidly got her emotions mixed up and our dirty secret became more intense. And i think it freaked him out, although he will never admit it. After spending the night, he says he couldn't do it anymore... and came out with the whole "we are friends" motivational speech. And although, i was never wanting anything more from whatever was going on... i couldn't help but feel R.E.J.E.C.T.E.D.
But months later, it is evident that things do change and although i see no future in this, i don't expect anything from it and vice versa. Yet still, i feel no emotions. It was just two wasted individuals in need for some good old fashion fun and we both know deep inside, we like it that way.
I woke up on Saturday still in a domesticating come house wife mode and attempted to tidy up what mess i managed to make the night before. And half way through i get a call from MissSeniorPisces. She calls to see what i'm up to and whether she can pop over to use my pool.
So whilst she soaked in some heat, i continued to rearrange my crap from one corner of my place and shift it to a not so visible area. We continued to talk about our failed past relationships and how we must try and improve ourselves. And even though i just met her, we get along like a house on fire. And strangely, in some psychic pisces way, it's like looking at my emotional mirror.
But as the day moves on, my mission for the daywas to buy beads for my bean bag and a DVD player. The previous one i had [for about a day] was totally ghetto and kept switching off whenever it was on... i tell ya, she had a mind of its own. So off we went to One Utama and made our way into Giant [much like an Asian version of a Kmart or Target and at low prices].
Two plus hours later and a full shopping trolley full of groceries, towels [specifically for the pool, the pool that i've been to twice in the past 3 months], a Wedgie [but spelt Weige] DVD player and bag bean beads, i was knackered as all fuck. I had a shopping list of 5 items but as usual, came out with a shit load more.
But i wondered who would be at Zouk since Cosmic Gate was playing and to add to the whole 'spur of the moments'. Made a few calls and messages to my mates. And then Stoopidfish and Wingboy picked me up within the hour.
And as usual we made our way to Terrace [it had been ages since i was at Terrace drinkin' with the boys]. And now they have these mini barrels that contains about 2 jugs and a bit, and customers can practise their beer pouring skills with the inbuilt tap.
3 barrels later, we made it inside, i was nicely intoxicated. Then i moved on to whiskey + water and by the end of the night, i was quite wasted but in complete control.
chrissieee + turbokit + mc jovieee.~ Courtesy of Wendy
One of Three Bass Agents + Pimpstress~ Courtesy of Sandycute
Sandycute + Chrissie~ Courtesy of Sandycute
Squeezy pic~ Courtesy of Sandycute
More beeeeeeer~ Courtesy of Sandycute
I can't remember at what point i left but bumped into one of my "friends" and his mate and next thing i know, i'm texting Supastar to say that i'm getting a lift with someone else.
I get home and well... things lead to another... old habits are hard to break.
It's like a dirty secret and in the presence of the public, nobody would know the truth. Why should they? It's my life and our secret. I choose to keep some things private. But then again, these kind of deals are usually hush, hush and rarely spoken about. And as much as i find it quite wrong, there's something damn right sexy that it makes it so much more exciting.
Personally i feel it's a a mutual thing although once upon a time, silly Pisces stupidly got her emotions mixed up and our dirty secret became more intense. And i think it freaked him out, although he will never admit it. After spending the night, he says he couldn't do it anymore... and came out with the whole "we are friends" motivational speech. And although, i was never wanting anything more from whatever was going on... i couldn't help but feel R.E.J.E.C.T.E.D.
But months later, it is evident that things do change and although i see no future in this, i don't expect anything from it and vice versa. Yet still, i feel no emotions. It was just two wasted individuals in need for some good old fashion fun and we both know deep inside, we like it that way.
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